Hello guys *sighs*
First let me say that I really enjoy to be here in deviantart and this will be important in the future read of this journal here.
Now that I said that let me say right now that the center peace I told you guys earlier is now gone, I am in a depression so low man my head hurts , but also it got me thinking about robin Williams wether or not he did took his life, the point is when is where you say I wanna still live what keep's you living & motivated ?.
To me is guys like these
These people and also watcher's who see my work and make me wanna do more comic's , art's and writing, bronie show like stay bronie my friend that keep's me going and realize what a wonderful world this is, this and more is what makes me still live and believe in my self you probably wondering why I am talking like this well to be honesty true to you ever since 2010 (for those of you who know my mom died ) I forgot to laugh and with that comes happyness and smiles , that is what it is at the bottom of the line I forgot how to be happy or smile or laugh and here I am happy (remember what I said when I began this) I enjoy being here with all of you because your my motivation to keep living and believe that their will be hope for me tomorrow *sighs* I know this sounds cheesy but like Annie say's "the sun will come out tomorrow" so what I am saying is I miss laugh hard or smile that's all I want in my life to laugh.